Tumblr has been my comfort zone for the last few years. It has been my safe refuge when everything around me was falling apart. I realized and learned so many things in here. Like, for once in my life, I found a place where I belong, where someone understands me, where there’s someone who accepts me for the way I am. You know how hard it is to find true friends irl…
This site made it possible for me to meet other people not just in my country but even from overseas. I just proved that language-barrier isn’t a reason not to be friends with people from other countries. To be honest, I sometimes had a hard time expressing my thoughts; because like some of you, English is not my mother tongue. But hey! I managed right?
This site also made me realize how much I loved K-POP. Spazzing from early morning to late nights. To think of it, I met almost all of you because of K-POP! Hahaha. Awesome. I really had a great time fan-girling with all of you.
But now that I’m in my last year in high school… I ought to be concentrating. Not only because it’s actually my last year it’s also because I’ll be taking college entrance exams this year too. My family is giving me serious pressuring right now. And I have to at least pass this university that my brother attends which is almost like…impossible. But I have to try right?
So… which means, I should focus and concentrate on my priorities. And I guess I should devote my full-time to studying or at least making something productive.
I’m not really expecting anyone to read this. Hahaha. I’m just saying this just in case.. you know.. you stumble upon my blog or wonder why the heck did this girl who once used to spam you dashboards with reblogs suddenly stopped posting.
My original plan was to delete this account but I just can’t seem to let go of all the memories in this blog.. all the posts, reblogs, rants, the conversations, anon messages, everything. It was my pleasure meeting all of you (though I never really had the chance to talk to all of you.) I never regretted making this account. Staying here for years is really worth it. =)
I’m not sure if I’ll come back after for a while or if I’ll be gone forever. Teehee.
For the last time, thanks for everything. Saranghaeyo! Jjang <3
This has been Chantelle, 16, Philippines… signing out. ^^